I'm a PIZZA MONSTER!

My summer days are nearing to an end. First day at school is scheduled on May 26 and I am not really prepared yet just like everybody else. This time will be different, I suppose. I'm sure everyone will be meeting new friends, new professors and environment. You won't be seeing the same people you've used to when you were in high school.

I've heard that college life is hard. There'll be a lot more requirements to be submitted and quizzes to take. *Sigh* But it all pays off when i've gotten my degree or something. I just wish that it won't be that hard and that everything's going to be alright.

What I am feeling right now is a combination of fear and excitement. What if my professors are really scary? What  if i won't be able to please them? Nah. I don't care about these things. What more important is that I am LEARNING. Yes, the keyword there is LEARN. Okay. It's going to be alright. Calm down.

Okay. I admit it, I am still nervous.

Somebody..help me!

xoxo.

I don't really know what I am doing but..currently., I am composing a letter. And I don't have any slightest idea what to write in it. Crap!

I've been sitting here for like minutes now and here I am, waiting for some ideas to come across my mind. Is this really that hard? I mean.. writing a letter?

Oh, well. Sorry. I can't just blurt out whom I'm writing for and what is it all about. Kinda confidential.  

This week's kinda hell and I was just wondering why the world ended up like this..All I can do is to hope and wait for this week to be over and that new opportunities and new life is going to start ahead of me.

And I'd like to say sorry for making the situtation like this. I really am sorry. But I just wish you would understand me and that it is my own choice. But don't worry, I am going to sort this out with all my might. I am not going to leave this alone and move on just like that.

xoxo. Goodluck is all I can say.